Really...?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!! I have never really had this sort of problem. I mean every once in a while you could carry things too far or say something that you don't mean but, I have NEVER been the person who smothers! That needy, weirdo emotional all the time girl, that no one wants to become has popped out! I am seriously in Aw! Is that at ALL normal for someone 2 months away from getting married? I feel it might be, but Ooi! How do you prevent this? Take a step back...breath, listen to the freaking words that are coming out of the person sitting right across from you, give space, time to do other things and understand that even if your world revolves around someone, that it's not necessarily cause to be so wrapped up in what you want, that you bawl every time that person leaves! Yes I am speaking hypothetically....okay not really. :) I never had that sort of frustration until now, and it's probably mostly because I'm an emotional girl and I've never had a man who brings that kind of emotion out in me. Can you say BIPOLAR?!! I was totally happy one moment, the next I was crying and spilling guts, the next I was feeling sick, the next I was totally annoyed, and sooo on and so forth until finally at the end of the night I ended up crying again...NOT EVEN a hard day at all! Weird, girls are weird and I feel really bad for the male species at this moment. They have to put up with all of this crap and more! They don't even know what they are getting themselves into until they are totally entangled and cant/wont get out of it. Soooo I guess my point today for this blog is a thank you...thank you to all the husbands, boyfriends, brothers and fathers who put up with us crazy minded ladies, who don't even know why we freaking act the way we do half the time. You dudes even try make us feel better, and for that I applaud you and wish you luck with your woman....because man you guys will sure need it!