Something Yummy

When getting clarity and creating goals and then seeing the reality of them, this becomes a literal high-light and joy that is hard to describe, but with these new goals comes a very hard discovery, of which I thought I already learned; It is the hardest thing for me to keep the things that are helping me achieve my goals in mind and to keep working at it! 

Specifically, dieting is one of the hardest things I have ever done...minus my Music degree, oi! I have heard that everyone struggles with it, and for some reason not cooking yummy fating foods is throwing me for a loop. Even on a budget, I know that eating healthy isn't that hard but funny enough I have developed quite a domesticated hobby. I like to cook and bake yummy things!! I never thought this would be an issue hahaha. Anyway, I am seriously trying not to eat any sweets, or fast food or oily processed food and honestly the fatty foods isn't the real issue. The sweets are killer. I can make some pretty amazing yummy treats....yesterday I made 24 gigantic amazing looking cinnamon rolls, gave some to the neighbors upstairs and next door but I still had too many left over...I WANT ONE!! I'm really sad that I didn't take a picture of them before I froze the ones that I haven't eaten...yet. They were truly beautiful. ;D  So my point is......well I'm not sure but this certainly feels like a trial, a trial of the yummy things that I can't eat! Which will some day make me a stronger an skinnier person. :)

Now this isn't a pic of MY cinnamon rolls but I swear this is EXACTLY what they looked like!